I am struggling at the moment

[Teej]

Probably fair call, I wouldn’t want to help me either. 

[Teej]

At last relief. Crashing now, part of me hopes I don’t wake up.can write anymore too far gone. Over and out 💜🤗

[Appleblossom]

Sorry  @Teej obssessing about the business of today. Just saw post.

I borrowed a big glass of coke.  Still a vice.  

See you later alligator.

[CheerBear]

@Teej 🙁 sorry you were so alone last night. I hope that some sleep helped.

Wondering whether the 🤯 was because of the assessment coming up, or whether there was more (not that there needs to be more)?

Hope to 'see' you today, even if it is under the 👍 button.

With you and here for you ❤

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hi @Teej ..... 💐💕

Would have stayed with you if I had been awake and seen your post.   Hugs n hugs, and here to listen when you’re ready 💜

[Teej]

@Faith-and-Hope , @CheerBear , @Appleblossom 

thanks

i don’t remember writing that last message at all. It feels like someone copied and pasted it there, it feels strange but I’m glad it’s there. 

Yes @CheerBear  it would be safe to say everything is close now and I am driving myself crazy worrying, even though iknow it’s not helpful to do so. 

Psych appointment yesterday was messy. 

Edited PS it’s ok you all weren’t here. It was probably something that was good for me. I know it’s not possible to be there 24/7. 

[CheerBear]

Hppy to see you @Teej. Mega hugs. It is super close now and very undersandable to be shaky. I went full banana.

🙁 for the psych appointment. Thinking you didnt need messy to happen yesterday.

How are you spending today (if you can/would like to share)?

[Faith-and-Hope]

💜💐💕 @Teej 

[Teej]

@CheerBear  I will probably be forced into sleeping on and off this morning. Have therapist late afternoon to work out plan for tomorrow. Going to my mums for tea and to spend the night. Feeling very foggy now. How are you today after :bomb: yesterday?

[CheerBear]

All things considered that sounds like a pretty good plan/day ahead today @Teej. Glad you have therapist today. Hopefully that's really helpful.

I'm OK thanks. Yesterday was a big mess but out of it maybe came some good with the NDIS jumble. I also didn't engage with friend and I feel OK for not doing that. I am sitting on the difficult "don't contact (if I could say "me" straight after that word on the forum I would) again" message as I think that level of firm and clear is needed with him which makes me feel a bit sad. I would have liked to stay friends but better this way than feeling suffocated and stuck with someone who wants more.

I have an interview for the volunteering gig I mentioned the other week. Nervous but also kind of excited. It falls around the time of your scary thing going by what you said last week. We can be being brave at the same time.

Going to run some errands so I can spend the rest of the day with my yarn. Hugs again Teej. You're getting there ❤😘