Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please

[Lostandalone]

I will start by saying I am safe... I am ok.... I am in no danger

but I am tired despite sleep

i want to just sleep forever but the universe won't even allow me a little nap...

i feel blah for no reason... am I sick... am I not

i want to curl up and cry but I can't 

I have no energy

i have no motivation

I am at an age my hormones are are all over the place

nothing is going right

my body aches

i want to talk but I want to be left alone 

I am so confused 

[Former-Member]

Where has the light gone, where has the laughter gone? I have been present for 24 hours and this life has never seemed so bleak. New therapies, new MH professionals and 7 months later it hasn't helped and it's getting worse everyday. If I hear it gets harder right before it starts getting better I will scream. I am checking out and it can Nikki's or Izzy's problem. 

[Former-Member]

Why do I even F'en bother. Joy and be crushed so easy, with one sentence they have hurt me beyond words and they either don't realise how they said what they said or F'en care about me. I am going to go the second. I thought by now they would have understood a little of my MH but put the two of them together and they become ungrateful little bit**es. No wonder hubby left in the first place he could walk away from their sh*t. 

[outlander]

Days going from bad to worse are beccoming an everyday occurance. I wish it was over

[Lostandalone]

Houston we have meltdown

😭😭😢😢😩😩😫😫

having a hysterical cry and I don't know why

I feel like a toddler melting down for no reason 

Tired on tired on tired

trying to dig myself out but just digging deeper 

I am safe... I am in no danger... I am just so so so sad/tired/depressed/hormonal/confused/ alone in a house full of people 

[Former-Member]

I am safe. 

Feel so very sad. Like big gulps of sadness. I am trying so hard to take care of myself even physically. Failing there. Hope is almost gone. I live in this lonely emotionally void. With no sense of connection to others. My longing for the upper place comes and goes. But I remember it being a place like no other. Everything was alright there. I was alright. A home. A freeness. So light. No burdens. No hurt, no fear, no aloneness, no sadness, tears now.. Please take me there Father. When my heart is overwhelmed lead me to the rock that is higher then I. I hurt, I hurt 

[Former-Member]

I am safe... 

But I want to go so very much. 

[Former-Member]

Hey @Former-Member I can hear so much pain and despair right now and a longing to escape from it. Thanks for letting us know you are safe. I trust you will reach out for support if you start to feel this is not the case. In the meantime I hope expressing yourself has helped, and that there maybe something small you can do to comfort yourself 🌻

[Snowie]

My brain fog just continues to get worse. I feel like an idiot, cannot even remember the simplest things. I went down the street and forgot what I went down there for, I forgot my pin number for my bank card. I have my kids birthdays coming up and forgot what I had already brought them.

I am safe, not that I want to be.

[Emelia8]

Any sense of confidence or self worth has long gone

I feel so full of self hatred, self loathing, scorn and disappointment

I'm a dreadful thoughtless person, who just keeps getting it wrong

Nobody wants me around ... but who can blame them?

Not only a danger to myself .. unsafe for anyone to be around

I feel very alone ... isolated ... misunderstood ... so very lost

Emelia