Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please

[Former-Member]

Hi @Emelia8 

I know this is a no reply thread but I just want to send you a check in message. We can really feel the pain and distress you have expressed so very powerfully. Good on you for getting it out. Please keep yourself safe and know that there are many of us heer on the forums that are adamant you are a worthy, valuable, lovable, supportive and real human being.

Take care

Whitehawk

Moderator

[Former-Member]

Lost my girl. Sent her back to get the dog and now their both lost. In the busy streets in the city, sirens in the background, heart racing... ... it woke me
... its not real... just a bad dream... I can't do this anymore...

[Former-Member]

I don't see you that way at all @Emelia8 don't say those things to yourself, stop trying so hard...
YOU ARE ENOUGH !!!
Thanks for reminding me to say the same to myself 💗

[Former-Member]

Why is he not home yet?? He knows how bad it starts to get and how quickly things can go pear shape. I am scared but safe

[Lee82]

I feel like I am spiraling out of control again. Irl no one cares. Irl I am alone. I have been used as nd  bc abused all my life and it still goes on. I don't know what I did to ever deserve any of this but I must have done donerging terrible. M chest hurts and I am finding it hard to breath. My heart is racing and I can't flow it t dat I wet h. Irl I have no support just criticism an  d blame. My heart hurts my body hurts my mind hurts. I want the pain to stop

[The-red-centaur]

Idk how to talk to staff. I'm scared rn

[BlueBay]

You're loved here my friend @Emelia8 ❤️❤️💐

[BlueBay]

I feel sick to my stomach 

starting wirk in 1/2 hour 

I don't want to go 

I am doubting myself terribly 

I just want to stsy home 

[Roadrunner]

Hi @Lee82.

You have had a hard night overnight having all those symptoms overwhelm you, so just checking in to see how you are doing today. There are forum member also concerned about you @Eve7 @Lostandalone @Maggie @Former-Member

Look after yourself and continue to reachout for support, you deserve it.

Warm regards

Roadrunner

[Former-Member]

I am safe.. 

So hard today. Thought I was doing OK, but I am not. My marriage is so very sad and empty. Huge tears feel like falling. He is almost a stranger. We just live in the same house that's all. I no longer want to be with him, because it hurts so much. I want the pain in my heart to go. I am scared now he has one day off, he is driving to see his dad. But I am scared he will stop in and visit with this female work colleague on the way down. He never wants me. And this makes me feel so ugly and worthless. I know I struggle with rejection. I fear this is making me sick. But I will keep singing this song... Every little cell in my body is happy, every little cell in my body is well. I'm so glad, every little cell in my body is happy and well.

I do want to speak words and dwell that will help.