Riding a wave

[Pepsimax]

Hi @Phoenix_Rising I hear that you're scared need a distraction what do you like to do in your spare time

[Phoenix_Rising]

Not distraction time @Pepsimax but thank you so much for caring. 

SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No one hears me. Shhhhhhhh don't tell. 

[Phoenix_Rising]

I'm SCARED. Please someone hear me!!!!!!!!! They tell me things that don't make sense, they refuse to explain, and then when I seek help from you guys to understand, they remove the post. I'm TERRIFIED. PLEASE HEAR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @Faith-and-Hope @NikNik @Former-Member

[Former-Member]

I'm sorry it's like this, @Phoenix_Rising. 

[Phoenix_Rising]

@Former-Member There's nobody. SCARED bookish. How is this not pushing me towards you-know-what? How is it not? This is crazy making stuff. I am TERRIFIED, bookish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCARED SCARED SCARED SCARED SCARED.

[Phoenix_Rising]

I'm scared @Former-Member. I'm scared scared scared scared. How is this NOT pushing me towards you-know-what. This is crazy making stuff. I'm SCARED. PLEASE HELP ME. 

[Phoenix_Rising]

SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCARED @Former-Member. SCARED SCARED SCARED SCARED SCARED. There's no one here. It's just like at the church bookish. Everyone turned a blind eye, everyone walked away, everyone pretended not to see. It's just the same. 

I do not matter,

I'm only one person,

Destroy me completely,

Then throw me away.

[Former-Member]

No one deserves to feel scared like this, @Phoenix_Rising. I wish I could do more or make you feel safer (I wish I could make me feel safer, too). 

All I can do is sit here, in the waves, with my leaky listening eyes. 

[Phoenix_Rising]

@Former-Member There's no one on the ocean. No one is coming. There's no one, bookish. You are the only one here. No one is coming. I'm SCARED, bookish. I'm scared scared scared scared scared.

I do not matter, 

I'm only one person,

Destroy me completely,

Then throw me away.

[Phoenix_Rising]

@Former-Member everbody has left. There's no one. Where is everybody? It's too hard. It's easier to walk away, pretend not to see. Shhhhhhh don't tell. I'm SCARED @Former-Member. I'm so so so SO scared.