rough time

[Sans911]

I was pretty busy this morning with a few things on, so I didn't get home until well after lunch. My phone was almost dead, so I then had to wait awhile for it charge a bit.

My morning was alright, heading dowh hill fast to the low zone tonight. I'm quite tired too, so I might go to sleep soon.

@outlander

[outlander]

is there smething thats making you feel low or just the combinaion of stuff? @Sans911 an early night sounds like a good plan

[Teej]

Back again @Sans911, @outlander. 

Am around for for a little bit.....  who knows what a little bit is. Time has gotten away from me all day :face_with_rolling_eyes:. 

[outlander]

How are you going tonight? @Teej

[Sans911]

It's just how I am most days lil Sis @outlander

A lot of it is loneliness. I miss having someone to talk to, to share a cuppa with, discuss opinions. I can handle being alone, but loneliness is different.

[Teej]

@Sans911 You’ve had a rough time lately with missing out on that lately through no fault of your own. 

I can understand how you feel. I think I’ve even been a part of it, in fact I know I have. I really suck on the forum these days. Today is one of the best days I’ve had in ages where I actually feel like old teej. 

@outlander I’m pretty good. Got my finger in too many forum pies tonight. Writing to a few at the same time :face_with_rolling_eyes:

[Sans911]

Thanks @Teej. I don't think you suck at all. I think you're much too hard on yourself.

I've suffered my whole life with loneliness. I was like @outlander a lot at her age. Had little to no friends. No friends outside school. Barely any love relationships to speak off. Apart from my volunteer gigs, I don't go to movies, coffee, shows, etc with anyone. Almost everything I do is alone. I'm going to grow old talking to my 🙀 cats

[outlander]

Hugs and higs sis. I get what you mean. There seems to be a big difference between being alone and lonliness. @Sans911 💜💜


@Teej youve been doing a wonderful job. Its been good seeing you pop up on different threads and you helped calm abit of outlanders scattered brain. 💜💜

[Teej]

@Sans911, @outlander I just pasted a link to a video on trust that I think is really good. I’m not sure if you are interested or not. It on the 'how do I learn to trust again' thread. 

From the video I dont think ive been BRAVING very well lately. I haven’t been earning many marbles. 

[Teej]

Oops @outlander, @Sans911 that actually wasn’t meant to be about me but it’s just an interesting video that is about friendships.